t h e r e m i n i s c e n t s t a r - -
v2.o -star.
thereminiscentstar .
portia jolene ; posh * lene * (:
LALAPOLYPOCKETCHOONG ;
going 19 .
nafa svaf .
attached . =)
they call me starshine ; tinkerbell ; queenLALA*
191286
broken; and worthless .
hyper .
not what i seem to be .
tend to lose myself in thoughts .
daydreamerr .
sadistic .
black ; hotpeenk ; orange ; white ; purple .
lamee . extremely at times .
comforts people ; but yearns comfort from friends .
cynical .
imperfect .
stubborn .
bossy .
extremely fragile ;
has a soft mushy heart .
am redundant whereever i am . =)
yearns to fly *
je'taime .
the Man Up there . =))
him. =D
churchies .
EEYOREE !
monokuro boo .
cinnamoroll .
starrs .
my telescope . also known as my WIFE . =]
butterflies .
qing tian wawa .
windmills .
carousels .
dancing .
clubbing .
esplanade .
east coast .
southern most point .
changi airport .
marina south .
to be a unique !
blowing bubbles .
jewellery making . =D
taking black&white photographs .
photoshopp !
princess .
cousins shannon&jamie !
sad songs .
piano ; sax ; guitar . (but can't play any)
Thursday, April 01, 2004
Slashed wrists,
Shattered dreams,
Broken hearts
These never-endings
tear me apart.
this pain is too much.
i can no longer feel.
Broken glass,
Sounds of cries.
A moment of fury,
Was this all a lie?
I'm losing faith.
In all that i do.
A hundred miles,
So far away.
A million tears,
that's where you'll stay.
Running - i have to stop.
lost my trust
never gaining it back.
tear stained pillow,
faltering fast.
torn apart..
all of these
driving me to sea.
i'm losing - me.
feel like posting this poem. again. so there it is? sighs* things are just getting from bad to worse. Bound at every limb by my shackles of fear..Sealed with lies through so many tears..Lost from within..pursuing the end..I fight for the chance to be lied to again..
yada. things just always turn out this way. don't they?
;elysium.
9:20:00 PM
eternitywithYOU.
Zen Neeon .
new laptop .
Christian Dior - Dolce Vita .
Corrinne May's 2 albums .
Plumb's albums .
Dishwalla's albums .
Nicholas Spark's books .
Levis 501 & Diva Jeans .
Chronicles of Narnia .
a new starglobe . =|
my daisy rock star bass .
